However from now on I also believe in a God or at least in my angel as I met on my way people who has been cherish and with big heart. So with their help I was able to earn some more money (not a lot but still), could leave my car with them until is sold in summer time and most important - feel more safe about my future. (I was still anxious as everything was uncertain so I couldn't expect a miracle but at least they supported me and that was A LOT).
Travelling solo is fucking hard the same as is blessing sometimes.
So I am leaving New Zeland, not as planned but will be back hopefully one day. I need to do South Island too!!
So I don't say “Haere rā”.
I say "Kia ora and see you again".
When I was driving over bloody storm at nightfall, I realised how easy we take for granted safety, having a friend next to you and warm bed for a night.
Autumn came with floods, hurricanes and freezing cold so unfortunately my camping had to finish quickly.
I think I haven't cried so much since my last breakup. I was physically exhausted and emotionally anxious, as I did not have any plans what to do next.
I booked a flight to Australia 20 days in advance and still did not know what to do (neither there nor here), as I was spending a lot of money just surviving atm. And I had to sell my car before leaving, but it happened to be the worst time for that as all travellers are finishing theirs adventures too and selling their vans half-price just to go back to their country.
What is more, my tyre exploaded on the road.. I had to buy 2 new ones which cost me 460$... My weekly salary went to the hell in 30 min.
Fuck.me
Those 2 weeks were nightmare. And I hate camping from now on..
After I left Taupo, I went to another 2 weeks of adventure which suppose to be different as I planned - at the end I was about to finish my New Zeland adventure in South Island.
However the universe has other plans for me, more turbulent so I had to adapt to it, but let start from the beginning.
So I went to Lord of the rings locations just to fulfill my dream. Rivendell was wonderfull!! But on the way to "Paths of the Dead" which was on the coast, the weather started to be worse and worse....
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