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Winter – part I

It is just my simple life.
This Winter is special for me in every way.
I walk a lot, I’m in our home a lot.
I learn many things and I start to know new people from the past
who did great and not really huge things.
Sometimes I have impression
I know my place but in the same time
I don’t know anything at all.
I read Rilke with hope his words will come true.
‘I beg you, to have patience with everything unresolved in your heart
and to try to love the questions themselves as if they were locked rooms
or books written in a very foreign language. Don’t search for the answers,
which could not be given to you now, because you would not be able to live them.
And the point is to live everything. Live the questions now.
Perhaps then, someday far in the future, you will gradually, without even noticing it,
live your way into the answer.’